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 I WAS NEVER ONCE HAPPY ABOUT MY LIFE EviL-ShaDow 15th Nov 1988 20yo Mandai Hill Camp Jonathanjame999@hotmail.com Detach About mi I have selective memory loss I have very bad short term memory I am a "sudden arrival and departure I am eccentric I am impetuous I love and desire for things that I cant have I don’t know how to cherish things that I have I have a big attitude problem I live in confusion I don’t know what I want in life I have a split personality – as of always My life is filled with confusion, blunders and scandals... I will have bad karma I know… Love me for who i am, if not fuck off. wishlist
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Sunday, April 26, 2009, 8:18 PM
Missing..
 The feeling of missing..
Is making my mind wondering all around.. The place, I'm thinking.. Is not where i belong to.. I don't have the heart to give up.. But i had let it all go.. Thinking & thinking non-stop.. Just can't make my mind stable.. Had a lot to let it out.. But is still best for me to keep it hidden.. Am i a good liar.. Did i lie too much.. Sometimes i start to believe my own lies.. It worries me a little.. I'm fine.. I just want someone to look in my eyes & say.. "tell the truth".. But things just look too dramatics .. I think, everyone deserve to be in part of the *Stars* Award.. When the world comes to reality.. I believe not everyone could take it.. Cos i'm one of them.. I had given myself two days of full rest.. But it just don't get me any better.. It just let me had a feeling of something is not right.. Every once in awhile.. I will always have this feeling.. And it is always right.. I try not thinking too much.. But looking at everything it just make me think of it.. I try living in my own.. But sometime things around irritant me a lot.. If one day.. When i say leave me alone.. Please do so..  ShaDow & weEP/s: Don't ask me what happen.. When i will always say i'm fine.. |