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 I WAS NEVER ONCE HAPPY ABOUT MY LIFE EviL-ShaDow 15th Nov 1988 20yo Mandai Hill Camp Jonathanjame999@hotmail.com Detach About mi I have selective memory loss I have very bad short term memory I am a "sudden arrival and departure I am eccentric I am impetuous I love and desire for things that I cant have I don’t know how to cherish things that I have I have a big attitude problem I live in confusion I don’t know what I want in life I have a split personality – as of always My life is filled with confusion, blunders and scandals... I will have bad karma I know… Love me for who i am, if not fuck off. wishlist
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Friday, May 8, 2009, 12:53 AM
The Feeling Was Never Right & i Knew It All Along..
All along i know what i'm doing..
The feeling was never right.. I don't really care.. I know, i'm stupid.. But in fact i do care alot.. Maybe is because i cared too much.. In the end, i lose to the game.. I try real hard not to bother about it.. But it seems really too "plastic".. And i really do find it too.. I had never think of winning the game.. Cos i knew, i was in the wrong point.. I'm really at the lost point.. I though, alcohol could bring my mind away.. But ended up it make me focus on what i'm thinking.. Am i going to conceal one more time.. Trying real hard not to conceal my feeling & emotion.. But this time i think i got to.. I hate it, when i know what i'm doing was wrong & i still did it.. ShaDow & wE3 |