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 I WAS NEVER ONCE HAPPY ABOUT MY LIFE EviL-ShaDow 15th Nov 1988 20yo Mandai Hill Camp Jonathanjame999@hotmail.com Detach About mi I have selective memory loss I have very bad short term memory I am a "sudden arrival and departure I am eccentric I am impetuous I love and desire for things that I cant have I don’t know how to cherish things that I have I have a big attitude problem I live in confusion I don’t know what I want in life I have a split personality – as of always My life is filled with confusion, blunders and scandals... I will have bad karma I know… Love me for who i am, if not fuck off. wishlist
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Monday, August 10, 2009, 10:42 PM
Keep Holding On..
Seeing everyone's blog stated 10th of Aug..
& So is the time i should update my blog too.. Spent my national day eve with JJ Laopo & Briano.. Met Kimo and groups at bugis.. It somehow low down my mood.. Cos i know, i'm just been anti-social.. Wanted to join them for some steamboat.. But didn't feel so good.. So i call JJ laopo.. And he came down to meet me.. We had our dinner at soupspoon.. JJ Laopo order the same dish as we first had there.. And is really nice.. Mood was build up.. After which briano came.. And bla bla bla.. Nothing for good... OR.. Good for nothing.. Took cab to CV to meet Wellness laopo.. As we going to Nicky's birthday chalet.. Was a last minute chalet.. But since we had nothing on, going there was fine too.. Sitting there, chit-chatting was our usual routine.. And and gossiping was our usual self.. Was hungry and wellness laopo as usual cook for us.. I love the chicken he had cook.. And i ate about 5, if i'm to wrong.. We slack there till 5 plus as JJ laopo was playing Majong.. So we just self entertain there.. Until when he finish his majong.. Then we decided to leave the chalet as JJ laopo is hungry.. And on national day i spent my whole day with JJ laopo.. We had our lunch together & leave home.. We went shopping.. We both spent quite a lot.. And we watched the fireworks together.. That was the first lovely & sweet national day i had with JJ laopo.. As for today.. Was the sleep as you want day.. Cos i slept almost the whole day.. And there's nothing for today... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The piano sound that caught my ears.. The music that got my attention.. The voice that melted my heart.. The sweet dreams that i had.. But no it is not.. When i open both my eyes.. The sound of the piano, the music and the voice was still there.. And it was you who is playing the piano.. The song from the piano was so good that it brought me to sleep again.. And the voice that really melted my heart woke me up.. Water was collecting in my eyes.. My heart started to ache.. And tears started to fall.. When i close my eyes, the voice was still there.. It really melts my heart seeing you playing the piano.. Not any guys that played the piano would let me have this feeling.. I would give you time to change.. I would wait for you to be changed.. I would do anything to just wait for you to be back.. I know that day will surely arrive.. I don't ask for much changes.. I just want you to be you that is who i like.. I don't care how long it take.. Month or years.. I will still be here waiting.. I know that you won't be able to contact me.. I'm fine with it.. I don't ask for more.. I just want you to be back soon safely.. Cos i misses your voice.. Misses your song.. And misses the one who is playing the piano next to your bed.. And you're the one who i miss.. ..AloNelYnEsS.. ..ShaDow.. ..10th Aug 2009.. ..Waiting For Your Return.. An Jie ..You're the one, i'm waiting for.. |