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 I WAS NEVER ONCE HAPPY ABOUT MY LIFE EviL-ShaDow 15th Nov 1988 20yo Mandai Hill Camp Jonathanjame999@hotmail.com Detach About mi I have selective memory loss I have very bad short term memory I am a "sudden arrival and departure I am eccentric I am impetuous I love and desire for things that I cant have I don’t know how to cherish things that I have I have a big attitude problem I live in confusion I don’t know what I want in life I have a split personality – as of always My life is filled with confusion, blunders and scandals... I will have bad karma I know… Love me for who i am, if not fuck off. wishlist
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Sunday, August 16, 2009, 11:19 PM
The Sadness That Is Coming, which is hidden in myself..
After 7th days..
I'm still waiting.. But till now.. There's no news about you.. Nothing from you.. The silence cry in my heart.. Somehow really breaking me down.. I miss the piano you had play for me.. I miss lying on your bed seeing you playing the piano.. I miss your voice, especially your singing.. I miss sleeping beside you.. I miss your everything.. It really make me break into tears.. I want you to be back.. I don't want you to be changed just for me.. I want you who i had first known.. I never needed anything but just you.. You're just the one i needed.. I don't know.. Don't know how long more i can hold on to it.. I just want you to be back.. Maybe i was wrong.. I said, i would wait for you.. For months or years.. Can i take my words back.. All i needed is you.. I never needed you to be strong, Because i will be there for you.. I needed you for pointing out my wrongs, Because whatever you had said, i would listen.. I never needed pain, i never needed strain, Because i know you will never let me feels the pain or strain.. My love for you was strong enough which you know.. There is no other way, I can get in contact with you.. There's a lot for me to say.. Which i had not tell you.. The only thing i could do.. Is just to wait.. Waiting for you to be back.. My love for you will still be the same as we first met.. =AloNeLyNesS= =ShaDow= =17th Aug 2009= =Waiting for you my beloved= =An Jie= |