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I WAS NEVER ONCE HAPPY ABOUT MY LIFE
EviL-ShaDow
15th Nov 1988
20yo
Mandai Hill Camp
Jonathanjame999@hotmail.com
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About mi
I have selective memory loss
I have very bad short term memory
I am a "sudden arrival and departure
I am eccentric
I am impetuous
I love and desire for things that I cant have
I don’t know how to cherish things that I have
I have a big attitude problem
I live in confusion
I don’t know what I want in life
I have a split personality – as of always
My life is filled with confusion, blunders and scandals... I will have bad karma I know…
Love me for who i am, if not fuck off.

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To find the real me
Learn to love myself before loving someone
Die before 30 - think i had live enough
If i were to die let me die with a tragic death -i know, i had done too much sins
Let me suffer once like how i did again
No more plastic and no more drama
There's no forever, so i just wish for a ever lasting relationships
To talk less & listen more
Never trust anyone whereby i don even trust myself
No more RealityShips
A message from you -Yeah, from my bf
Nothing gonna change my love for you
To have a chance to "mend" back
Slap me hard everytime when u see me, just to wake me up

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Saturday, October 17, 2009, 6:50 PM
Why Do I Deserve That When I'm Just A ShaDow Of You..
Can someone tell me why..
Can someone give me an answer..
Can someone explain to me why..

Why the FCUK do i deserve that message from you..
Is my honor..?
I don't give a damn out of it..
That message just kept going round & round in my mind..

What i did was just a shadow of them & you yourself..
Was i wrong..
Or i'm the only one that is at fault..
Others don't seem to have received that message..
So should i appreciate or just don't give a damn..
Nothing, seriously nothing paid off..

Trying to mend the path..
But i didn't know..
Didn't know by asking you out could let you feel so shitty..
It just knock me out seeing the message..
I'm sure, i have not done anything wrong..
Or did i..
Even if i did, does it mean you have to send those message..

You just shock me with disappointment..
As i say i won't bother you anymore..
Yes, i mean it..
Goodbye..

ShaDow
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